When sorrow walks with me .

It's just another typical Sunday and here I am , at home .

And tomorrow , I shall go back to Kuantan and my hectic life as a student will begin as usual .

Anyway , it was great to spent my days and nights with my family .

It was good to be with them even for only three days .

I value my precious time with them . I appreciate each of the moments .

It's good to see Mama , finally ... after she had undergone the operation .

How I missed her :)

She is still weak , her lips dry and she looks pale and thin than before .

Dear Mama , please get well soon coz I really miss the old you .

I miss my Mama who talks a lot , nags a lot and calls me every single day since I'm not staying with you anymore .

I miss my Mama who never gives up in her life , who never afraid of anything and yes nothing is seems impossible for you , right ?

I might not be able to understand your feelings and I might not be able to feel all the pain that you've been suffering for all these time but I just want you to know that I love you so much and I cannot bare to see you like that .

I can't even look at your face or else I'll definitely burst into tears .

But I did , I cried a lot .

I've been telling myself not to cry , be positive and to stay strong in whatever situations , however when it comes to feelings and emotions we can never control them , never !

It just happen even when you have tried to control them .

I never stop praying and I am hoping that you'll get well soon .

You'll be fine just like before , an iron woman who live her life to the fullest .

A strong woman who can do anything , just name it .

Be strong , Ma .

Don't think of anything else .

My prayers are always with you .

I love you Mama and will always love you :)

But if you hold tight , shadows will be lost in the light and if I could be your superman, I'd fly you to the stars and back again.

Bonjour lovelies , how's your day ?

Anyway , I am so in love w a song titled , Holes Inside by Joe Brooks .

Some may already know and for others perhaps you're not .

And as for me , I just found out this song last week oh yeah lame me . LOL .

I have to say that I love the singer , Joe Brooks very much and of course , the song .

The music arrangement is just awesome and the lyrics are meaningful .

Trust me , you'll love it as soon as you listen to it and well if you don't , perhaps something is wrong w you or maybe you're not into this kind of song .

And Joe Brooks is just like Taylor Swift in a male version .

He's talented and oh man , I'm in love w this guy seriously !

How come I never know him before *sigh

#Handsome 1

# Handsome 2

# Sexiest nerd alive amagashhhhhhhhh

You nak high five dgn I ka ? Haha jk jk .

# Mannn , mcm ni pun handsome !

# Okayy , I'm melting ..

Kayyy I know dia handsome gilaaa right ? Haha xD

By the way , Holes Inside is not a new song and it's not an old song either , and yeah I don't even know when was the song being published . But who cares , I am now so so into this song and yes it's kinda compulsory for me to listen to this song everyday .. EVERYDAY OKAY .

Well , you can say that I AM ADDICTED TO IT .. I don't mind hihi .

And yes you shud listen to Superman too , coz Superman is another great song from Joe Brooks .

And oh man , he's hot in this vid , like I said before SEXIEST NERD ALIVEEEEEE ! hehe .

Superman too , the lyrics are meaningful and yeah the melody of the song is so catchy , you'll like it tho :)

So peeps , I'm gonna leave you w this two songs and please listen to them :)

And google the lyrics so that you'll realise how awesome are the songs hehe .

Kayy that's all .

Till then toddles :)

Random #5

Good day people :)

Anyway today is just another typical Sunday and yeah man I am safely arrived at Sekilau .

How time flies , and cuti is overrr !

I started to miss my family already and especially Mama , I wish I could stay at home longer but nahh what to do ? It was just a one week breaks so yeah have to deal w it :)

Anyway , it was good to be home . I enjoyed my cuti very much .

I really enjoyed myself , spending the time w the whole family .

And I was so touched when Mama cooked rendang ayam and nasi tomato for me before I went back to Kuantan . She's not felling so well but still she cooked for me just because I was home .

Thanks Ma , I love you a lot ! <3

And now , I have to gain back my mood of studying since the college life is about to begin as usual which is officially tomorrow .

Here comes the hectic life of a college student *sigh

Oh by the way , I feel relived since I have done w the assignments thingy . I won't say that all the assignments were already completed but yeah I'm done w the LAW 016's assignments and I have already started doing my LAW 012's assignment .

Credits to Abah , since he was the one who guided me how to make the assignments and the footnotes . But Abah really determined to help me and guided me how to make the all footnotes . He even brought some of his books from the office and ask me to refer to them .

Oh my , thanks Abah ! I couldn't do all those things w/out your help ; )

Well , I guess that's all from me for this time , it's just a short update anyway :)

Till then , toodles and take care peeps !

As I am Eighteen :)

Bonjour lovelies :)

How's you day goin so far ?

Anyway , I've been very very very busy lately , with all the classes , assignments and group presentations nahhh I just don't have the time to update my blog and of course when you're tired , too , you just don't have the mood to come out with any idea of updating your blog .

And I shud say that today my class schedule isn't too packed and I'm doin' nothing at this moment so yeah I'm here , updating my blog :)

So I am so so eager to let you know that I was turning eighteen on 5th July which was on last Tuesday hihi .

Yeah 5th July is the day when I was exiting my mother's womb and live in this world .

I am officially eighteen yawwww *muka bangga haha

Oh yeah mannn !

And and I would love to express my gratitude and million of thanks to you guyss oh yes you who wished for my birthday , no matter whether through the face-to-face interaction , through messages or even through social networking sites .

Thanksss a lot guys , I was super excited on that day and yeah I really appreciate it !

There are too many names to be mentioned here and I don't think so that I would be able to list all the names here but just so you know that your wishes do meant a lot to me seriously :)

Thanks to Abah and Mama and Kak Mira and Aten for the birthday wishes through messages and phone calls <3

Thanks to my best friends for the wishes through messages and Facebook and Twittah , I love youuu !

Thanks to the whole house mates for singing the ' HAPPY BIRTHDAY ' song , right at 12 A.M. haha that was sweet tho ! I love you guysss too <3

Thanks to you guyss , my friends , from school mates to course mates . From primary school to high school to college . Thank youuu for the birthday wishes , I really really appreciate it ! And to my teachers too !

And thanks to those who don't even know me but still you guys were there wished for my birthday which was literally of course through social networking sites like Facebook and Twittah , I appreciate it as well :)

Once again , thanksssssssss everyone !

Okay done with all the gratitude and thanks session and that's all fer noww I guess .

I am seriously don't have any idea on what to write or to share with you guyss hehe my bad ! :)

So peeps till then take care and toddles !

It was Saturday and .....

Hello LOVELIES !

Wassup yaw ? How's your day anyway ?

So anyway on last Saturday we had a Beach Run and it was aawweessoommee !

Seriously , I had so much fun with my roommates and friends .

I prefer to call the event as the Beach Walk instead of Beach Run coz hell yeah I didn't run at all times , I walked and jogged . hihi .

I enjoyed the momentos very much , we had so so so much fun . The best plot of the event was when we arrived at the finishing line , Teluk Chempedak .

That was the best part :) even though I was among the last one who arrived hehe but wait who cares kan , like memang wajar la coz I was off to the public toilet , to accompany my friend so yeah we deserved to be among the last ones haha .

So before I bore you with more and more words , maybe I shud just leave you with photos , oh yeah the photos of me and my friends hihi .

Random #4

Hello lovelies !

Wassuppppp yaww ?? hihi

Okay I know it's been ages since I last wrote on my blog .

So yeah I can see dust all over my blog haha .

Well , just so you know that I am now very busy withclasses and homework so these things are the reasons why am I rarely online .

So far , my college life is doing great .

I enjoy my classes , love the course mates and love the lecturers too .

Even though there are some plots of the story which makes me tired like rushing here and there , wait for the bus etc but I won't complain much about that coz hell yeah I'm not the only one who gone through this kind of situation everyday , same thing goes to everyone aite ?

And yeah , I have to say that I started to LOVE Kuantan !

Oh yes I am !

Kuantan is not that bad and I can finally adapt the situations here .

The place of living which is my college in Sekilau , the bed , the foods and some other facilities in here .

It's all just good !

No doubt I miss my family and my not-so-lil kitten and it is A LOT . I miss them damn much .

So that's the reason why I am so so craving to see them ( I'm not sure if the word craving is the right word to use in the sentence haha okay whatevss )

I miss Abah

I miss Mama

I miss Kak Mira

I miss Aten

I miss Tok

I miss Joey

You know what I was like damn excited when Mama called me a few days ago and told me that they're comin' to Kuantan on this coming weekend .

And I was like , " Yeah , finally . Boleh jumpa depaaaa ! " .

I can hardly wait for this coming weekend seriously ! I can't wait to meet them :)

And so , I'm so not in the mood of uploading photos and bla bla bla so , I'm just gonna leave you guys with some photos that I randomly snapped them using my telefon bimbit hihi .

Okay , that's all for now I guess .

Till then toddles and take care peeps !

Random #3

Hello peeps :)

Good morning yaww !

So yeah , it's just another typical Sunday and yes the class is officially gonna start tomorrow , oh yes finally !

Excited much huh ?

Okay , I know some might say , " Hekeleh , awai2 excited laa , lama2 merungut " .

Like seriously , I don't need to hear your words . Oh c'mon we are all human being rite so yeah we do complain in our life , we do express our dissatisfactions in our life , that's normal rite .

Oh btw , I'm in group D ! Who esle ? Put your hands up in the air and tell me if you're with me :)

And yes , I need to remind myself !

Nur Anis Shahira , stop spending your money on unnecessary things okay ! *tampaq pipi

Stop buying this and that unless you really really need them .

Living in this metropolitan city .. okay maybe it's just not-that-metropolitan like Kualala Lumpur etc but hell yeah I have to say that money flows out like water mann . I've been spending my money a lot since I came here especially yesterday . Gahh -.-

I shud stop spending my money on thingy like totes , shoes , bags etc .

I shud spending more on books :) Okay rite ! That's it .

Okay , done with the story of class , money and now what else ?

Oh okay , I'm so into Your Guardian Angel rite now <3 <3 I know that I'm such a lame person , I just heard that song last night and yes it was my first time , credits to my roommates anyway :) To those yang dah tau okay nevermind but for those yang still tak tau , Your Guardian Angel .. okay first gimme ten , kita senasib , agak lame hee :) Second , please google this song and download it ASAP or else you tersangatlah ruuugiiii . Then , google for the lyrics coz heck yeah the lyrics is just too AWESOME . And yes , just so you know that I've been listening to this song more than you've ever thought !

Okay lovelies , I guess that's all fer now :)

Till then , toddles and take care !