It's just another typical Sunday and here I am , at home .
And tomorrow , I shall go back to Kuantan and my hectic life as a student will begin as usual .
Anyway , it was great to spent my days and nights with my family .
It was good to be with them even for only three days .
I value my precious time with them . I appreciate each of the moments .
It's good to see Mama , finally ... after she had undergone the operation .
How I missed her :)
She is still weak , her lips dry and she looks pale and thin than before .
Dear Mama , please get well soon coz I really miss the old you .
I miss my Mama who talks a lot , nags a lot and calls me every single day since I'm not staying with you anymore .
I miss my Mama who never gives up in her life , who never afraid of anything and yes nothing is seems impossible for you , right ?
I might not be able to understand your feelings and I might not be able to feel all the pain that you've been suffering for all these time but I just want you to know that I love you so much and I cannot bare to see you like that .
I can't even look at your face or else I'll definitely burst into tears .
But I did , I cried a lot .
I've been telling myself not to cry , be positive and to stay strong in whatever situations , however when it comes to feelings and emotions we can never control them , never !
It just happen even when you have tried to control them .
I never stop praying and I am hoping that you'll get well soon .
You'll be fine just like before , an iron woman who live her life to the fullest .
A strong woman who can do anything , just name it .
Be strong , Ma .
Don't think of anything else .
My prayers are always with you .
I love you Mama and will always love you :)
